Im sorry to hear of your probs hun, I went through similar ones a few years ago when my hubby had an affair and got the girl pregnant ...I went through all the ....whats wrong with me ....am I too old now...am I not as pretty......am I overweight .....maybe if i did this or mabye if I did that .....but no!!!!! you dont need to change anything about yourself at all!! He is the one who has done wrong not you
Time is a great healer as they say ...you might feel like crap now , but trust me things will get better in time, and you will come out the other side a much stronger person,
Hold your head high .....He will soon realise what he has lost ...and when he comes grovelling back you will be strong enough to tell him where to go !!!tc