crazy death speak

[tommysize1]

yeah so anyway my gran just died but in the last few days she went pretty weird.
shed occasionally notice you in the room and ask you questions about things that happened before you was born.
its like her last few days were like some sort of epicly long flashback that she'd sometimes include you in.

when my other gran died, she was the same...but was given loads of drugs at the hospital...and most of her ramblings didnt make any sense whatsoever.

just wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience?
i always imagined dying of old age would be painful, aching, choughing up blood all croaky voice and regretting half ur life.
tripping out in some weird lucid flashback sounds alot better to me.

i reckon its drug induced. but my gran was out of the hospital for 3days and she was still yapping on & on.

Sorry for your loss, not everyone dies painfully my mother died in her sleep, and my wife also died suddenly and painlessly.
Sadly my wife didn't attain old age. This Valentine has been difficult for me, and in future valentines day will be difficult for you as well.
Chin up.

[tommysize1]

losing a partner has to hurt. thats all i can say really.
must be gut wrenching i imagine. cheated.

hmmm i cared about my gran.
but its not like i really had much of a relationship with her. especially after she went pretty much deaf ages ago.
hopefully il find more time to hang out with my grandad more often as a result.

do some woodwork or play chess with him or much more likely listen to his ultimate betting system again.lol
il give it a few weeks though.

i just hope he doesnt get all mopey while im there as im useless in situations like that. i will laugh and joke about anything.
ive made a few girls cry i was mates with over jokes about there dead relatives. they were funny observations i thought. they disagreed and stopped talking to me for awhile.
now i tend to keep my mouth shut...
which is pretty hard for me.
ive actually been thinking of getting a ring or something that just reminds me to think "NO! SAY NOTHING!"

Getting a ring with or without an inscription sounds a good idea.