one of my mc lyrics (kinda poem) conscience

iv laid my conscience down to rest,
given it thought, and tried me best,
to work out whats going on in my mind,
by looking hard deep inside

losing faith is a distroyer,
gets to ya mind as it crumbles befor ya
not knowing whats going on,
trying hard to stay strong

as paranioa builds in my mind
poluting what ya see what i find
losing faith no long belive.
within the things that ya see

the question marks still run high,
yer left question what where why
cos when somone lets ya down,
its hard to smile and not frown.

see its easy giving trust from the start,
untill somone messes with ya heart,
but when ya get hurt a few times,
it can leave ya questioning why.

as ya try to protect yaself
from what is done.
it leaves you asking yaself
what the fooks going on